Quietly, Chikusa goes tense, something Makoto should be able to feel with their positioning as it is. Since long ago, his heart has never mattered, and he's always done his best to keep it locked away. Emotions, showing emotions, that could get him hurt when he was a child, and then when he'd become older they would simply have made him a less effective tool.
And.... They were frightening. Emotions were frightening, something he no longer truly knew how to deal with, save for occasionally lashing out in annoyance.
After a second, he comes back to himself. "....I don't know..." Or, rather, he doesn't want to know, doesn't want to look. Seeing Mukuro's name had given him some stability, but now he feels off-balance all over again. Can he have loyalty to anyone else but Mukuro? Is he allowed?
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Quietly, Chikusa goes tense, something Makoto should be able to feel with their positioning as it is. Since long ago, his heart has never mattered, and he's always done his best to keep it locked away. Emotions, showing emotions, that could get him hurt when he was a child, and then when he'd become older they would simply have made him a less effective tool.
And.... They were frightening. Emotions were frightening, something he no longer truly knew how to deal with, save for occasionally lashing out in annoyance.
After a second, he comes back to himself. "....I don't know..." Or, rather, he doesn't want to know, doesn't want to look. Seeing Mukuro's name had given him some stability, but now he feels off-balance all over again. Can he have loyalty to anyone else but Mukuro? Is he allowed?